last day of the month

so. today is february 28th. i am writing a blog. i've decided not to capitalize any of my words. boo ya. and instead of commas. i'm just gonna put periods. i am extremely bored right now and no one reads these things anyways. so it doesn't really matter. fine time to fake a seizure. to feel your mouth on mine. you're saving me. i'm in an alkaline trio mood. (apparently) i feel really weird today. like i have nothing to look forward to. it's gonna be march in about 7 hours. but it feels like february will last forever. maybe it's because i get no change of seasons here so it feels the same all the time. it is the same all the time. no change. that's why i couldn't live here. i need change. i'm never gonna be able to make up my mind because it never will be made up. it's always changing. change is never-ending. how depressing is that. so i guess this place will never be the same. and yet it is. hawaii defies the laws of the universe. i've been popping my knuckles alot lately. i never pop my knuckles so it's strange. something new. aha! change. damn. why do i waste my time with these things? no one reads them. i guess it's just another way to vent. since i have no people to vent to. even my frickin mom is avoiding me. maybe i'm just having a moody mad at the world day. these seem to pop up every once in a while. popping up. like my knuckles. fuck.