May 13, 2006
friday.. again
last day of finals. YESSS. I really cannot wait to go home now. although, I wish I could take Hawaii back with me. I'm bummed because no one from home has seen me here. and now they probably never will. :( and I know that as soon as I get in the air I'm going to miss the beach... ah well.
so... I haven't written in a week. what's been going on?? ... went to the movies last weekend and saw Take the Lead, bought a new shirt and some flip flops, got to hang out with people I don't normally do stuff with (which was a great change). monday I had a test. tuesday I had a paper due that I barely finished :/ (surprise surprise) and then I went to Waikiki and laid in the sun for about three hours, then went to Ala Moana (but the part of Ala Moana that I don't usually see). wednesday, nothing. I packed a little, but that's pretty much it. yesterday (thursday), talked to my mom about five times, talked to my dad, started my paper that was due today, stressed out just a tad. that brings us to today: woke up, went to my last "breakfast" worked on my paper pretty much the entire first half of the day, turned it in (I have a feeling I kinda fucked it up), then met up with my friend from world civ and studied for that exam, which I had tonight... and that's it. now here I am. bringing my packing to a close (pretty much). tomorrow I'm going to hang out with Christa, who I barely ever see, and I plan on having a really goooood time. ;) ugh, then sunday I leave. I have two days to finish up Hawaii. wish me luck.
so... I haven't written in a week. what's been going on?? ... went to the movies last weekend and saw Take the Lead, bought a new shirt and some flip flops, got to hang out with people I don't normally do stuff with (which was a great change). monday I had a test. tuesday I had a paper due that I barely finished :/ (surprise surprise) and then I went to Waikiki and laid in the sun for about three hours, then went to Ala Moana (but the part of Ala Moana that I don't usually see). wednesday, nothing. I packed a little, but that's pretty much it. yesterday (thursday), talked to my mom about five times, talked to my dad, started my paper that was due today, stressed out just a tad. that brings us to today: woke up, went to my last "breakfast" worked on my paper pretty much the entire first half of the day, turned it in (I have a feeling I kinda fucked it up), then met up with my friend from world civ and studied for that exam, which I had tonight... and that's it. now here I am. bringing my packing to a close (pretty much). tomorrow I'm going to hang out with Christa, who I barely ever see, and I plan on having a really goooood time. ;) ugh, then sunday I leave. I have two days to finish up Hawaii. wish me luck.
May 6, 2006
friday
last day of actual classes at HPU, probably forever! it's weird how fast this year went by. but then again, I say that about every school year. next week is finals. THAT'S scary. :/ I have about three essays to do and two and a half tests to study for. not to mention I have to finish a couple novels so that I can WRITE the essays. ugh. and on top of that, my flight home is next sunday so I have until then to get all of my shit together and send stuff home/clean my room/prepare to leave Hawaii. I really want to be tan when I go back too... soooo much to accomplish in so little time. I don't know how I'm going to do it. I have a feeling I'm not gonna be able to renew my military ID until after I get home. oh well. my dad's not gonna like that very much, but you know what? it's my decision. I don't know if I'll be able to get into the USO in the airport with an expired ID, but hopefully the gods will be on my side and all will go smoothly. ;) haha, who am I kidding. I don't believe in gods or God or anything. psh. I really want to go to bed but I just took a shower and I have to wait for my hair to dry at least most of the way. I'm sure whoever's reading this is SO interested.
May 4, 2006
thursday
yeah... so I'm sitting at my desk, wondering what I should be doing right now. I have a list of about ten things to get done, but I don't know which one to start with. I've gotten some stuff out and thrown it all on my bed around some boxes, so maybe I'll attempt packing. :/ I'm hungry. I didn't go to lunch today because I got home kinda late and when I did get here, I wasn't hungry. but now lunch is over and I'm hungry. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I don't have any food. I don't have any money. I have reading to do, packing to start, and a buttload of finals crap to think about. my head... is going... to explode. maybe I should try to sleep. usually when I do that it helps get my mind off of things. ... but my bed is covered in crap.. UGH. I guess I gotta put some stuff in some boxes and make room for my body to fit on my bed. I want to talk to someone right now. damn Hawaii.
May 2, 2006
tuesday
alright I've given up on everyday. I'll just try to write whenever.
the island tour was fun. we didn't get to do everything that was planned because of restaurant reservations, but I'm glad I went. got lots of neat pictures and got to spend time with people who I don't usually see anymore. it made me sad though. after finals I might never see these people again. it's weird, you know. college kind of de-sensitizes people to losing friends. at first it hits kind of hard and you don't know how to deal with it. but then it gets easier as it happens twice and maybe a third time, and soon it's like a normal occurance. losing friends. I wish I could say it still bothered me... I'm definitely going to miss everyone though.
oh man. next week is finals. I have less than two weeks until I fly home. I have so much to do! I still have to read two and a half books and take tests and write papers and pack up some stuff to send home and apply to CSU and figure out what the fuck I'm going to do without Hawaii. it's really gonna suck not being able to just get up and go to the beach whenever I feel the urge. :(
p.s. I barely got that six page paper done. hopefully my teacher doesn't flunk me.
the island tour was fun. we didn't get to do everything that was planned because of restaurant reservations, but I'm glad I went. got lots of neat pictures and got to spend time with people who I don't usually see anymore. it made me sad though. after finals I might never see these people again. it's weird, you know. college kind of de-sensitizes people to losing friends. at first it hits kind of hard and you don't know how to deal with it. but then it gets easier as it happens twice and maybe a third time, and soon it's like a normal occurance. losing friends. I wish I could say it still bothered me... I'm definitely going to miss everyone though.
oh man. next week is finals. I have less than two weeks until I fly home. I have so much to do! I still have to read two and a half books and take tests and write papers and pack up some stuff to send home and apply to CSU and figure out what the fuck I'm going to do without Hawaii. it's really gonna suck not being able to just get up and go to the beach whenever I feel the urge. :(
p.s. I barely got that six page paper done. hopefully my teacher doesn't flunk me.
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