WASPS

so, apparently fall brings wasps.
me and my roommate were noticing that we haven't seen too many bugs around our condo (thankfully) besides house flies. then out of nowhere, the other day there's a wasp in our living room. a WASP!!? it was strange. but luckily it wasn't much of a menace, it just walked around the top of our window and hung out. my roommate eventually trapped it in some tupperware and transported it back outside. (she's braver than me. spiders I can handle, wasps have wings) so it was all good. maybe.
today.. we get another one. a BIG one. and it's not just hanging out on the window. this thing was zooming around our condo, bumping into things, making that little buzzing sound.. bah. I kinda hid in my room as Megan waited around for a good chance to close in on it, and then I heard her call me to open the door for her. man. these things are everywhere! I don't get it. and we can't leave any of our windows open because almost all of the screens have holes in them. I won't be surprised if we find an actual nest in here one day.

holy shit, it's almost October!

I think that all-nighter the other night messed up my sleep habits. I got at least 7 hours of sleep last night, yet I feel like I've only gotten 2. it sucks. especially when I have to get up and finish shit for class, and then GO to class. ugh. I want it to be Thanksgiving break already. actually, no, I want it to be the day after I graduate already. I've got so much more school to do, it's sickening.

so, I think fall is officially upon us. it's weird because last year, fall was no big deal. the weather didn't feel any different. I couldn't go home for random weekend visits and play in leaves... being in Colorado has changed alot of things already. I do miss Hawaii though. it feels like a huge dream that I had. if it weren't for my friends who are still there, I would think that I imagined the whole thing.

john lennon & mellowcreme pumpkins

it's 3:35 am. I'm in the process of writing a paper that's due at 9:30 am. I've been working on this thing almost all day (well, yesterday) and I'm not even halfway done. how's that for procrastination?

it's freezing in our condo right now. I'm wearing a sweatshirt, sweatpants and my heavy winter coat, and I'm still cold. I think maybe my body is just slowing down because I'm so tired. whatever it is, it's not good. I'm starting to lose the little concentration that I had and the caffeine doesn't seem to be working.

I have to admit- I was a little excited about pulling an all nighter. I've never stayed up this long getting a homework assignment done... I don't think. I just wish I was more motivated to actually FINISH MY PAPER and not slack off with the seemingly endless amount of time that I gave myself by not sleeping. fuuuuccckkkk. I hate school. I will probably say it as long as I'm in it. I HATE SCHOOL! why am I here? blah. alright, that's all.