tuesday

alright I've given up on everyday. I'll just try to write whenever.
the island tour was fun. we didn't get to do everything that was planned because of restaurant reservations, but I'm glad I went. got lots of neat pictures and got to spend time with people who I don't usually see anymore. it made me sad though. after finals I might never see these people again. it's weird, you know. college kind of de-sensitizes people to losing friends. at first it hits kind of hard and you don't know how to deal with it. but then it gets easier as it happens twice and maybe a third time, and soon it's like a normal occurance. losing friends. I wish I could say it still bothered me... I'm definitely going to miss everyone though.
oh man. next week is finals. I have less than two weeks until I fly home. I have so much to do! I still have to read two and a half books and take tests and write papers and pack up some stuff to send home and apply to CSU and figure out what the fuck I'm going to do without Hawaii. it's really gonna suck not being able to just get up and go to the beach whenever I feel the urge. :(
p.s. I barely got that six page paper done. hopefully my teacher doesn't flunk me.