time

ah, it's been a while.

the weather's finally starting to cool off, so now I have nothing to complain about... well.
school sucks like always. procrastinating like usual. nice to know SOMETHING hasn't changed. I need a job. I need to be more outgoing. maybe I'll actually meet some new people. :O shock.

I keep thinking that things will happen when they're supposed to happen, and things will change when they need to change, but I'm sick of waiting. I'm going to make some things change. . I just don't know HOW.
blah.

I'm going home. after I write some more. ;)

well, now that fall's here I don't know what to be waiting for. I mean, obviously there are lots (especially for me) but I mean, something inevitable. like christmas or something. next full moon. I don't know. I don't know! I guess I'm not really waiting for anything. this is also new. hmm.

I'm still working on the whole not caring so much thing. but I'm getting better.