last day of the month

so. today is february 28th. i am writing a blog. i've decided not to capitalize any of my words. boo ya. and instead of commas. i'm just gonna put periods. i am extremely bored right now and no one reads these things anyways. so it doesn't really matter. fine time to fake a seizure. to feel your mouth on mine. you're saving me. i'm in an alkaline trio mood. (apparently) i feel really weird today. like i have nothing to look forward to. it's gonna be march in about 7 hours. but it feels like february will last forever. maybe it's because i get no change of seasons here so it feels the same all the time. it is the same all the time. no change. that's why i couldn't live here. i need change. i'm never gonna be able to make up my mind because it never will be made up. it's always changing. change is never-ending. how depressing is that. so i guess this place will never be the same. and yet it is. hawaii defies the laws of the universe. i've been popping my knuckles alot lately. i never pop my knuckles so it's strange. something new. aha! change. damn. why do i waste my time with these things? no one reads them. i guess it's just another way to vent. since i have no people to vent to. even my frickin mom is avoiding me. maybe i'm just having a moody mad at the world day. these seem to pop up every once in a while. popping up. like my knuckles. fuck.

hol.i.days

Boy oh boy. Christmas is passed, New Years is passed, it seems like all I have left to do now is... let me see... everything. I haven't registered for classes for next semester, I'm planning on changing my major- haven't done that yet. NOTHING is done. I haven't even seen all of the people that I wanted to visit while I'm home. Frickin week in Wyoming is throwing me off. I'm in Wyoming by the way. Doing absolutely nothing. Tried to get school stuff sorted out online, but apparently I haven't given damn HPU my immunization records and they won't let me do anything. Stupid school. I just wanna quit. And I think I might, after next semester. Too much going through my mind, I can't handle it.
You would think that a trip away from civilization would help clear my mind, but NoOoOo, frickin dad wants to see what my grades are, frickin website won't give me my grades, frickin "call the school and find out what's going on! You should be able to see what grades YOU got in YOUR classes, that YOU paid for!", "Yes I know, but they're frickin obnoxious." (I frickin failed at least one class though, so maybe it's better that frickin dad can't see what I got)
Hey, it's a new year! Why don't I resolve to not worry about things that have already happened and I can do nothing about? Because I feel bad about it and should not have failed in the first place.
Frickin blog is too frickin long.
Happy Holidays! :)

Saturday

Okay, so I have approximately 20 minutes before I need to go to class. (Yes, saturday class. I know, what was I thinking?) To pass the time, I thought I would do another fun google search. I couldn't think up anything else to do.
...well I guess I could go buy some food since my stomach is about to eat itself...
no, this is better.

"hippie flake":
- a Dakine beanie
- a blog titled "f$%kin hippies"
- a couple movie reviews
- The End of The Beatles (an article)
- the script from an episode of the Gilmore Girls

Alrighty. That's that. Now I have to go to class. I am sooo hungry. :(

obnoxious socks

I was feeling curious, so I went to google, typed in "obnoxious socks" in the search bar and voila! Instant entertainment. I really should be doing research so that I don't fail two or three classes this semester, but this is so much more fun. (I'm avoiding being productive)
Google came up with:
-a girl's personal knitting experience with a yarn color called Las Vegas
-a buttload of random people's blog pages
-something called "Socktoberfest" that I think was made up
-Wisconsin Wrestling Online...?
-Jedi Council Forums (yeah, go figure that one)

Fun fun. I will probably do this again sometime with a different search criteria. Hmm... now to dream up the perfect one.
Ugh, on to the research.

Le Premier Blog (it's my baby)

Bonjour. I am the first blog. Sarah owns me. I am excited to be available to the world... nah I'm just kidding.
So, I like blogs. I have a "blog" on myspace, but it's not really the same, is it? I thought I would try something new. Why not? I'm young. (kinda) Plus now I can comment on other people's blogs, which is what I set out to do in the first place. So, yeah. Here I go.