2 and 2 always makes 5

if only drinking wasn't so hard on your body. I love how easy it is for me to say things I don't want to say after I've had a few and how much I'm willing to talk... I'm only afraid that I'll regret it when my liver croaks and I have to have an organ replacement. or when it gets old and people realize I'm boring.

so, I can't decide if this is logical thinking or not:

-if I buy food, I will eat it. if I eat the food that I usually buy, I will gain weight. so it's better that I don't leave the house to go buy food. right? :/

-if I don't leave the house, I will still eat food (probably too much) and sit around instead of getting outside and walking through grocery stores.. so staying home is bad for my figure as well.

-if I get up early, go to the gym and elliptical for like, 2 hours and THEN buy groceries and then sit around at home eating them, it's not as bad as either of the afore mentioned scenarios but then I get tired and sleep after I eat, which slows down my metabolism.

so I have decided that no matter what I do I regret it and life is hopeless

p.s. I still don't have a job. redundancy!