a deeper meaning?

I have no deeper meaning. I am no longer deep. all of my feelings have been expressed and my insides might as well be on the outside as everyone has seen them already... I have nothing to hide. people know me too well. I HAVE NO MORE SECRETS because I've told them all to anyone and everyone who will listen. I'm desperate for a kindred spirit, someone who cares or at least understands but it never happens. I just keep telling more and more hoping that someone will hear it and say "oh hey, me too!" pretty soon I'll have nothing to talk about and have my vocal chords removed. or maybe I'll start singing instead. or writing... writers are deep. right?