I was lied to

I thought there was going to be some ground-breaking epic of a snowstorm last night and there wasn't. not that I wanted it, but still.
and I just realized it's friday the 13th and I've been under the impression that it's the 12th!! bah.
I think that explains it then. the weather's freaky because of the date. or just because it's a retarded state in terms of weather predictability period.

I also think that I'm suffering from some kind of depression/dementia. I woke up angry. I mean ANGRY, for no reason at all other than that I HAD to get up. I hope I didn't ruin my roommate's sleep due to my banging stuff and groaning with annoyance at nothing at all. (though this morning, when I was mad, I wouldn't have given a rat's ass if she was disturbed) then, when I got into my french class after being shot with some cold wind and un-comfort from the way people were looking at me (or not looking at me), I felt extremely giddy. everyone else was bummed about the weather so that gave me an excuse to be controversial and say things like, "cheer up, it's friday!" and "at least it didn't snow" when I wasn't even thinking those things. haha, I'm so weird lately! everything was making me laugh though. and no one else was laughing at the things that I was laughing at, so then that made me laugh at the fact that I was the only one laughing. man.

oh, also. I was under the impression that a certain person might have somewhat been interested in getting to know me better, but it seems more like I'm bugging the heck out of him, so I've decided to stop pursuing that venture. in case anyone was wondering.