blah. that's all I've got. things are sucking lately. I don't do anything, barely talk to anyone (but when I do talk to people, I regret it).. I guess I could change these things, but that takes motivation.
still working on the stupid spain and portugal paper that's due friday. the end of the semester is near and I have a million things to work on. but I'm sure everyone else does too. I can't remember why I was going to write a blog in the first place..
it'll come back to me.
oh, I hate my stupid regretful, indecisive nature! (duh) I will debate and conflict with myself over the tiniest, most trivial thing, and then if I do it, I feel like a dumb ass. but if I don't do it, I feel stupid for not taking a chance. what's wrong with me?
then: PEOPLE. I can't get over it. don't say I'm cool and that we should hang out, blah blah blah, and that we're FRIENDS and then completely ignore me. I just want to know if I'm wanted or not. :(
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