!! :( & ?

I got an A on my last test. I always feel so incredibly shocked when I get As on stuff. I'm not an A student. what's going on here?? it's pretty great though. I'm on an A high at the moment..

but.
I'm kind of feeling one of those feelings like I belong anywhere but here. I reeeaalllyy like Fort Collins, don't get me wrong. it's just that stuff is happening with my people everywhere else and I don't like being far away. :( nobody knows me anymore unless I force myself on them. I change all the time people! I'm becoming more of certain things and less of others. learning as I go.. I want to share it with friends. aaannnddd I make no sense. appy polly loggies.

okay, so lately there have been craploads of incoming freshmen on campus for the preview orientation thing. I can't help but wonder if anyone else is shocked by their size and clothing style. ? they're frickin monsters! even the girls. and I remember being fresh out of high school and feeling like clothes were the only thing that mattered in the world. these people have no individual style! I can't believe it. (I guess I was pretty conforming at that age too, but I at least felt the need to do SOMETHING different) even their parents have wardrobe issues.
haha, I'm so shallow. I do try to catch people's eyes and give 'em a smile at least, but most of them don't even look up... :O speak of the devil. a girl just walked in with her coach bag and her mint-green-polo-wearin daddy. kinda creepy actually. with their dyed hair and fake tans.. can't wait for fall!