high anxiety

alas, blue hair must wait til monday night! things are actually happening this weekend and I'm supposed to say hi to my mom's friend who is in town (meh) and she might judge me too harshly :(

ahhh I wish more people read my blog. then I would feel like I have a purpose... I'm so used to being alone that I get overwhelmed when one person wants to spend time with me. that's pretty sad