May 14, 2007

and summer arrives..

ba ba baaa ba.

okay, so. first day of my first summer class. I like it. hopefully I'll learn lots. it's just weird because we have it everyday so I have to read like two books by next week and we have a paper due friday. :/ I will survive!

I was just looking at the checklist of requirements for my major so that I could figure out whether or not I need (or can use) certain other classes that are offered this summer.. and I realize that I don't need to take another french class! I've fulfilled my requirement. well, assuming I pass this semester that is. but it's weird. I'm actually slightly bummed that I don't HAVE to take any more french, because I don't think I'm gonna do it if I don't have to...
some of my friends are taking it again next semester and I was already excited to be in a class with them again. :( I'm such a doofus.

cRazYyy- I just looked outside and it's all cloudy and you can barely see the mountains. or maybe I'm losing my mind. I think I am. but it's also strangely cloudy.

I was thinking the other day (and today) about graduating. I kept feeling like I was behind because alot of people that I've grown up with graduated this semester and are moving on, but I've still got about a year to go. but THEN I thought, what does graduation mean besides you finished enough school to get a degree? I mean, yeah a degree is important and it opens a lot of doors for job opportunities, but it doesn't change who you are or how much you've accomplished. if I had graduated this semester, I would still be as big of a procrastinator and time waster as I am now. I still wouldn't have a job.. you know? it's like, I was seeing graduates as a higher class of individuals and now I'm realizing that nothing changes. or- it's another expected change that's normal to those who are in college. one day, we will all have degrees (unless we drop out, YEAH). I don't know where I'm going with this.

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