oh boy

so. ?

today's a little cold for May. I like it though. I sold some books back thinking I would get at least $15 or so for them because half of them I bought NEW. but noooo.. $10. that's it. but at least now I have something to spend if I actually go out tonight.

the days go by slow, but the weeks fly by like JETS. next week is our last (or at least, some people's last) and I'm not even that excited. I feel like nothing's exciting anymore because it's all inevitable. someone needs to surprise me.

what do you do when your feelings for someone don't seem to be shared by that person, but then you realize that that person could be so much like you that they are only hiding their feelings.. just like you? I bet that made no sense. I've been thinking about it alot though. same zodiac sign, same age, same eyes... what's the procedure for dealing with your same personality? or is it just a bad idea to try to deal with it at all? ugh. maybe I should just give up. I ALWAYS give up though. I want to at least get an answer this time.

my ramblings aren't getting me anywhere. I feel like I've been thinking in circles. life is never that exciting for me. the clouds look like an army of huge, puffy manatees and they're coming in to save the day. or just to make it rain... which would save my day. I realized why Hawaii seems so green: when it's cloudy, everything green looks greener.
including those eyes.