I'm DONE! with this semester at least.
my stress isn't quite released yet though, I can still feel it. I've been typing madly for the past hour and a half and my hands are still all full of adrenaline. plus it's super quiet in the library now that everyone's done studying and so my typing is sounding REALLY loud. MAYBE I SHOULD JUST TYPE IN ALL CAPS? THIS IS PRETTY MUCH HOW I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW.. haha
ugh. I hope my teacher accepts my paper. technically it was about five minutes late. plus it sucks. it's a sucky paper. he might take one look at it and go, "nope." but all I want is a C.
STRESS. man, I'm finally realizing all of these little things that have been side effects of the past few weeks. my posture is horrid right now, my right arm had a muscle spasm in it all day and my fricking eye has been spazzing out to the max for a few days now. my skin's a wreck, my legs are cramped from lack of stretching (I miss dance) and sitting in chairs. and I think my metabolism is on some stop and go, rush hour traffic thing. I'll eat a cup of cereal and a homemade burrito or two, and I feel like I've gained fifty pounds. but then I'll overload on carbs in the morning and by ten o'clock my stomach is eating itself. ? I'm always confused, maybe I should just leave it alone.
now. I am going home to eat, sleep, and be merry. hurray for summer.
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