happy?

I was soooo happy and smiley about half an hour ago, now I've sunk back into my disgruntled sleepiness. MOOD SWINGS!

I got an A on my history of Spain and Portugal term paper! I can't believe it. (actually, I can, but I had my hopes down) I never write as well as I can, or should.
but then I realized I had no one to share it with. I called my mom, no answer. none of my friends would care and besides I wouldn't call a friend just to brag about my A. that's not nice. mom would understand though. boo hoo I sound like a whiner. "I have no one to talk to. wahhh." which is why I write a blog...
that's just one thing that puts me into my sulky mood. two: certain people have been not talking to me lately, and I didn't think it would bother me that much but it IS bothering me. ugh.
three: I'm trying to get happy about the end of the semester (tomorrow- french final, paper due, dun) but that doesn't work either because as soon as tomorrow's over I'll have no reason to wake up in the mornings and no classmates to giggle with. I mean, I'll have a class starting again soon, but I have a feeling it's going to be one of those anti-social atmospheres. I could be wrong of course.
four: I know of lots of people who are having crazy end-of-semester parties, but do I get invited?? no. I'm not cool enough apparently. even though I'm a really good speller and I get super uninhibited/ridiculous when I'm drunk.
five: the weather's nice today. really nice. I just can't enjoy it because I'm going to have to spend my time at a computer writing my stupid paper! I COULD just study for french and type my paper later.. that way I could work outside.

guhh... I hate writing papers. it takes me way longer than it needs to because I always spend 75% of my time thinking or complaining about how much it sucks. I need to go home and sleep. I only got three and a half hours last night.
this band that I just discovered, The Horrors, is remarkably good. I didn't think I would be this into them. :]
man, I'm a rambling idiot. aallll over the place..